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Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Tiptoes in the Water

I'm slow in returning to the world of public words… here, just beginning to poke my head in through the quiet and back to this virtual world of voices and beauty and community after a short-but-longer-than-planned hibernation from the same.   

There are a few reasons for my extended absence and they go like this:

-          My Internet has been down on and off for days (my apologies to the Imperfect Prose community most of all for my absence this week.) My phone data access from my house is spotty at best.
-          My fibromyalgia has flared up something awful and I've been particularly weak/tired/in pain the last two weeks.
-          I carved out time to write a dozen or so blog posts ahead of time only to find the next day that my computer had mysteriously dumped and disposed of them all completely…several thousand words just plain gone. I haven't had the energy to start over again, yet.
-          I've been up to my eyeballs putting out fires like dealing with a water heater outage for three days and catching up on overdue things like cleaning the carpets and folding laundry.
-          I found out I won't be able to go to Allume Social conference this year, which bums me out tremendously. It's for a good purpose (our adoption moving forward) but it's a tough thing to give up. 

Mostly though, I've lingered in the quiet space to give my brain and fingers and soul a rest and it's been good. The infamous fibro brain-fog meant not spending quite so much time in deep reflection as I had planned, but sometimes just walking through the daily things is healing and restful on a different level, and it was.

My tiptoes are back in the water, now, and my fingers teasing the keyboard again. Hope it's been a great September for you so far. 


  1. Thrilled for your return:))) Oh, internet issues ~ stink! I'm so sorry about your fibromyalgia!! Hope the pain and suffering has subsided. Oh, computer issues ~ stink, again! Household problems ~ how frustrating!! Although I'm bummed about Allume, I'm thrilled your adoption is going through. I'm adopted so I have a soft spot there.
    Have a lovely Wednesday evening...

  2. I love you....and want to say more....but for now...I just wish we lived closer! {{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}

  3. Hi Cara,
    Glad to see you back, and that your long awaited adoption is going through..So sorry to hear about all the pain you've been in, and the loss of all of your words, and Internet problems...I will pray for you tonight...You are amazing!
    Peace, and Deut. 31:8 as you continue to step out in faith,


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